How are we all going?
It feels like I should explain my absence as a kick starter- and then I feel as though I shouldn't need to explain anything as this is my space and I can come here to write whenever I like. And then I think that sounds self absorbed and defensive. Followed by more over-thinking, and so on and so on...
You see...
When I first started writing my blog I was fearless with my words, and sadly, I feel like my courage may be somewhat clouded now. Certainly filtered at least. But by what? And why? (You may ask). I don't really know the answer to either to be honest. Possibly by the constant pressure of society, or the knowledge of just how many people I know who read this- or maybe it's just been a tiresome time and I'm not feeling so sprightly in general. It could be one, or all of the above, but the fact is, I just haven't felt inspired lately.
Alas, here I am, (insert toe tap and corny smile), so maybe my mojo is making a comeback!
The last couple of months have been incredibly hectic, and therefore incredibly tiring. I am so inexplicably tired. And yet, here I am at 10:45pm, on my blower, burning my irises for a change. (Who actually remembers life before smartphones? What the fuck did we do with all of that time?).
This is good. Writing again, it feels good. I feel like maybe this is where I should begin to tell a few tales,
Then again, this could just be a warm up and the tales can come in due time.
In other words, I really should sleep.
Oh, but I will fill you in on one rather significant life event so I don't leave you with nada;
We bought a house! She's a little beaut too. We move in at the end of Nov and I am bloody beside myself about painting and decorating and the endless goodies from Kmart I can buy to sex the place up.
So if anyone has any hot diy'ing tips, feel free to shoot them my way,
Adios friends, sleep tight
Gem
Thought of the day "after just google thesaurus'ing 'Alas', I am shocked to discover its definition is unfortunately!! And here I was, using it as a standard interjection on a daily basis. Whoopsie! So my above alas, is totally defunct- however, I can now use my fresh knowledge to drop that 'alas' down where it belongs from here on out"